Wowee, I haven't been on here in a long ass time. Welp, I'm 20 now and I dropped out of an animation school to go to a NEW ONE. Maybe SVA in NY? Anyway, I made a new cartoon and it's pretty rad. It took me way too long but I'm confident I'll get faster and learn to cope with the angst I feel daily transitioning into young adulthood and trying to find my place in the world. I've been feeling down most of this year, I've felt really alone and isolated from others and it's been hard for me to open up and actually get close to people. Most artists are introverts but humans are still social creatures and I find myself longing to be part of a community.... or maybe I just want a girlfriend!
To put all this into context someone important to me left my life and I just feel so fucking angry, I want to feel that again. In retrospect, that loss has turned me into a moarner and relative to how close I felt to that person everything in my life feels so dull. I've always had trouble reaching out to people without the help of my best friends I'm super lucky to have, so I'm not super confident in my social skills and I feel stuck and unable to forms bond that will help me move on and fill the void.
I'll meet another person like her eventually, but my life feels like a fucking mess and I don't want to endure this hopeless feeling I have in my heart. I have no escape from all the little things I hate, and all those little things add up.
SO ANYWAYS CHECK OUT MY GOOFY CARTOON! IT'LL BE UP IN A FEW!